Lensit tähtiin valos nähtiin, eikä nähty oo kirkkaampaa. Eilen oli mun tädin Ammin hautajaiset. Oli pitkä päivä, enkä oo koskaan itkeny niin paljon ;((( Toivon niin niin niiiin paljon että Ammilla on nyt hyvä olla ja että mikään ei huoleta sitä. Ukki sanoo että se viestittelee Ammin kanssa tähdillä, ja uskon sen, koska kun vilkutin niin tähti vilkutti takaisin <3
Ammin haudalla on paljon kukkalaitteita ja niiden muistolauseita ja tänään valkoinen risti.
Muistelen Ammia paljon, ja se oli tosi ihana ihminen<3 Se tykkäs tosi paljo ihmisistä, auttamisesta ja musiikista, ja sen kanssa oli tosi hauskaa. Ikävä on suuri, mutta uskon täysin että Ammi kattoo meitä tuolta ylhäältä ja joku päivä, me kaikki nähdään uudestaan hänet<3
"Kristen Marylea Eastland,6 years old, killed her own
mother" woman with a white jacket read from the paper and looked at the
man who stood in front of her. The man had a denim jacket,red kinda long
hair, jeans and sneakers. "Yes..." The man couldn't speak much, he fell
into tears. "How is this possible?!" He asked, after he could speak
again. "I am sorry, really sorry" The woman took his hand and looked
worried. "Kristen has always been a bit agressive and a bit weird, if I
can say..But I didnt ever think that she would do something
like...like...this.. Anastacia was the sweetest person in the world, I
know she didnt do anything that could have make Kristen do that...I dont
understand" The man cried. The woman hugged him . "I dont understand
either..She is so young.." "Did I do something wrong, or did Anastacia
do something wrong?"
"I dont think so...We dont know yet what is
wrong with her...But we are here to help" "Can I see Kristen and can I
talk to her..Or is it too dangerous?" "Yes, you can, we will send
someone with you"
"Sorry, I didnt tell my name is Jayrun Eastland"
The man said. "It's okay, I know you are shocked. My name is Aleksandra
Kovskin"
Jayrun followed Aleksandra stairs down. They met a man,
he had a white jacket too. He shook Jayrun's hand. "Robert Regars" He
said. "Jayrun Eastland" Jayrun answered. They were behind a big metal
door. Jayrun was breathing heavily. "I am scared.. and I am so mad..."
He said. Aleksandra pat his shoulder. "You have a right to be..."
Aleksandra tried to comfort him. Robert looked worried too. "I am sorry"
He said. He then silently, and slowly started to open the metal door.
It was almost dark inside. Robert didnt open the door much. He stepped
in. Jayrun followed. Robert quickly closed the door. Jayrun looked
around, he saw his daughter sitting in the corner of the empty white
wall room. She held her arms around her knees. She had a white shirt,
and pants. When Jayrun walked closer he saw that Kristen's hands were
tied together. She didnt look agressive. She just sat there,silently
looking at Jayrun and Robert. And it was silent for awhile,then Kristen
rose up and came closer to them. "Dad?" She asked. Jayrun didnt know
what to do or say. "Dad!" Kristen screamed and ran to Jayrun and she
would have hugged him but her hands were tied. Jayrun took distance and
was scared and mad. "KRISTEN!" "WHY?!!" He shouted and fell into tears.
Kristen looked at him with terror. Jayrun regreted immediately. Kristen
could still easily attack him even thought that Robert was there.
Kristen didnt say anything, she stood and looked into Jayrun's eyes. But
Jayrun didnt see regretment in her eyes. He didnt see the look of his
6-years old daughter, who always had regreted her agressive behavior.
Suddenly Jayrun couldn't control himself. "WHY DID YOU DO THAT??! ARE U
CRAZY, YES YOU ARE!!" Robert went closer to Kristen. "Kristen dear..Tell
him" Robert tried. Kristen could't, she had no idea what to say...She
just wanted to do the thing , she maybe even felt a need to do that. She
didn't and wouldnt regret...She never did... "Okay, I will come back
tomorrow. I will and then YOU HAVE TO SPEAK!" Jayrun cried, he was mad.
He felt like he could hit Kristen. "I can talk with her now..You can go
if you want" Robert promised. "I will be back tomorrow! See you Robert
and...See you Kristen" Robert nodded as a sign that Jayrun can open the
door, and he did. He stepped out. Robert stayed with Kristen. "She stays
right here for her whole life if needs to" Jayrun said to Aleksandra.
"I am so comfused...Mad and sad.!!" Jayrun yelled. "She refused to speak
to me and the behaved like it was ok that SHE KILLED HER MOM!!" Jayrun
was crying the whole time. "I have nobody know!!" He continued. "I am so
sorry to hear that" Aleksandra said. "Here" She gave Jayrun a piece of
paper. "There is a number of a group for people who are going trought
something like this" Jayrun took the paper, he was too sad and mad to
take a look at it at the moment. He put it into his jeans pocket. "Thank
you"
Then Jayrun followed Aleksandra to her office. They wrote down all the necessary papers.
Jayrun promised to come back the next day.
Jayrun went home, he made coffee, he didnt drink it, he went to bed, she didnt sleep.
Robert tried to get Kristen to talk with her. Kristen didn't speak...She bit him...































